HOLE NEW LEVEL

since i moved in by myself if i am home and thats all the time im dressed like a cheap whore rubbing my clitty non stop i truly believe its a curse that no matter what i do to try and curve the urges they never stop so now ive fully embraced this evil sole destroying curse its cost me everything good in my life non of my friends bother with me anymore i dont have time for anything but sissy hypno its very isolating im used to being alone now you cant have a partner when your doing this day and night but i new this would happen when i moved into my own place i new there was no point pretending i normal straight guy anymore ive been pussy free for 6yrs not by choice no women will ever want me im a gay sissy faggot that needs to be ruined daily im a real chronic masturbation addict its my sex life now and will be forever its a horrible selfish way to live its help create other addictions i cant stop myself even after losing everything being horny is the only thing that makes me feel alive